I've always thought about how I feel and what I would write the day came this time, the desired day we were told that there was already a Niñ @ for us and that would be our child forever.
That dream came true one day becoming November 6, 2009, became a reality in a phone call ... and then the world, my world stopped, I froze, there were so many feelings that I could not do anything, just break up in the hands of my boss, "my poor boss who pastelazo found" thousands of times I could imagine would be like then and I can assure you that I never thought it would be like, Missed so much! Alex's arms, much needed! his look, his comfort, his accomplice .... but it was not. Find that for me, that day, "the sky was coupled with the land" and yet all was the daily routine was a little disconcerting. I spent all day down of emotions, which are pushed each other to get out and demonstrate, but with so much "elbow" and impatience, one born of me as "chaos" emotional, I took 3 days to recover. The joy and peace have slowly managed to take its place, and the "madness" of the moment has gradually given way to peace of feelings and so to rest and enjoy.
On November 09 we first saw her face (seen your face) on a computer screen, this was not so "romantic" as Alex and I had imagined, but that "unimaginable reality" that did not stop "little thing" soften us and with those "hairs" We go crazy crazy heart.
Until that moment I knew, you just dreamed a thousand times, even had sex, at last! I will stop using the @ to write to you, MY CHILD.
Now begins the other expected to go for you, but this expectation is different, already exist! 're not just an idea, not only belong to the world of my imagination or the Pope, but you get past the real world, you have entered all the rights in our reality to fill it with JOY .
to in a while my child
That dream came true one day becoming November 6, 2009, became a reality in a phone call ... and then the world, my world stopped, I froze, there were so many feelings that I could not do anything, just break up in the hands of my boss, "my poor boss who pastelazo found" thousands of times I could imagine would be like then and I can assure you that I never thought it would be like, Missed so much! Alex's arms, much needed! his look, his comfort, his accomplice .... but it was not. Find that for me, that day, "the sky was coupled with the land" and yet all was the daily routine was a little disconcerting. I spent all day down of emotions, which are pushed each other to get out and demonstrate, but with so much "elbow" and impatience, one born of me as "chaos" emotional, I took 3 days to recover. The joy and peace have slowly managed to take its place, and the "madness" of the moment has gradually given way to peace of feelings and so to rest and enjoy.
On November 09 we first saw her face (seen your face) on a computer screen, this was not so "romantic" as Alex and I had imagined, but that "unimaginable reality" that did not stop "little thing" soften us and with those "hairs" We go crazy crazy heart.
Until that moment I knew, you just dreamed a thousand times, even had sex, at last! I will stop using the @ to write to you, MY CHILD.
Now begins the other expected to go for you, but this expectation is different, already exist! 're not just an idea, not only belong to the world of my imagination or the Pope, but you get past the real world, you have entered all the rights in our reality to fill it with JOY .
to in a while my child
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