came a day after we have so desired, I acknowledge that I can never describe in words how it was the day we first met with our son. Emotions are so huge that one comes to feel that even seem to "hurt" is like an intense and powerful blend of fear and desire. There near one of the endless forks in the Mekong Delta, just past the town of Vinh Long from Ho Chi Minh City (Saigon), in front of a macro-manufacturing lost nothing for the manufacture of rice flour, rice noodles, and other derivatives (this description do not ever forget the exact spot where the orphanage where he was grew up in the first moments of our son ), there was an event which we have desired and dreamed of the day to connect two completely different paths on a common path with the same sense and of course, with the same address. Although I tried to capture for posterity the very moment of "family reunification", I find it not easy to convey this feeling so deep that emanated from my heart, joy, happiness and fulfillment. Every time I remember I then flood the eyes with tears of happiness, only to remember a little something so small run towards us with these hands raised as if we had recognized from the first hour, only saying he lacked scold, Why have you taken so long?, I have long waiting for you, please take me home. And once in our arms, and did not want to download more of them, I just wanted to escape from that place so bleak and sad. It was so fast, so particular that I can not put words to everything I saw and felt. Still recording it.
That said, I feel like a father again, with all that entails. I feel I did not get into me, every Once I see this child as desired by us, running, laughing, eating, crying, sleeping ... Finally, there has been delivery, and by God AS HE WANTS TO BE THIS! Me crazy, got me happy. And this is another step in my life to my own maturation as a person and as a parent.
We are now at the stage of knowledge, ie the unknown we No. 1 and No. 2 unfamiliar, these do not stop giving me hugs, kisses, cuddles, cuddling, affection and a thousand more. These to me are covering my basic needs like food, toiletries, etc.. These to me are discovering the lights, the street, cars, motorcycles, hot water, music, the plane, "paper, cardboard and various plastics."
Now repeat everything he sees, and continues to laugh and laugh and good cry occasionally but only when sleepy. A child is very special, and have the pleasure of knowing him personally, and interact with it. It has magic, you'll see (as you have seen, to be your father I'm not entirely objective). It is simply incredible.
We can only say that we are in a "honeymoon."
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