some time ago that Papa and I, we approach this space to tell us how things are going and how we feel, in this already dubbed the "long wait", but it is not we want to show you how it is these days, but we're just so emotionally drained that we are afraid reflect the swarm of negative feelings this long wait is causing us.
I think we've gone through all the stages of this "Carousel" emotional meaning waiting to travel for you, now we are angry, we have gone from sad to see the days pass without news and speculation travel times ( January February, March ...) to the monumental anger that we now have estimates of travel dates that vanish whenever the day is, by the roller coaster every morning we boarded waiting hear from you and from which we got at noon, not knowing anything, hoping that tomorrow is the day, that great day we finally announce our trip to Vietnam.
In this way we have no control of anything, not even of feelings, we simply got carried away by desire, that desire which is never lost, and that is always with us, but really we feel like a authentic toys in the hands of those who drive the adoption (ECAIs, authorities Vietnamese ... and all the bureaucracy that surrounds this process). What was I ever! a toy of fate, the same fate that brought us to you and now refuses to let us go to where you are.
You see, I did not go near this place because I did not tarnish this corner of negativism, but I thought it's good you get to know your mother angry and want to check that emotions emerge after four months of waiting since you met (now just four months ago that we first saw your face) when he was not expected to take over two months, when you say you travel and a week before you leave the ground, when you calm down telling you that you will be the next to go and see them as two other trips are made more and you're not included, when you say the first half of March you will go and see the days go by without news, when you stand on the day of Today is March 9th and still no news of travel ... and so one gets angry a lot, but with reason, although I confess I do not like feeling like I do not want to anger me sick soul, I prefer the sadness irritation, I can not manage this feeling, more as in this case against whom / is I get angry?
only tell you that despite everything, still waiting ... hopefully tomorrow will be DAY!
I think we've gone through all the stages of this "Carousel" emotional meaning waiting to travel for you, now we are angry, we have gone from sad to see the days pass without news and speculation travel times ( January February, March ...) to the monumental anger that we now have estimates of travel dates that vanish whenever the day is, by the roller coaster every morning we boarded waiting hear from you and from which we got at noon, not knowing anything, hoping that tomorrow is the day, that great day we finally announce our trip to Vietnam.
In this way we have no control of anything, not even of feelings, we simply got carried away by desire, that desire which is never lost, and that is always with us, but really we feel like a authentic toys in the hands of those who drive the adoption (ECAIs, authorities Vietnamese ... and all the bureaucracy that surrounds this process). What was I ever! a toy of fate, the same fate that brought us to you and now refuses to let us go to where you are.
You see, I did not go near this place because I did not tarnish this corner of negativism, but I thought it's good you get to know your mother angry and want to check that emotions emerge after four months of waiting since you met (now just four months ago that we first saw your face) when he was not expected to take over two months, when you say you travel and a week before you leave the ground, when you calm down telling you that you will be the next to go and see them as two other trips are made more and you're not included, when you say the first half of March you will go and see the days go by without news, when you stand on the day of Today is March 9th and still no news of travel ... and so one gets angry a lot, but with reason, although I confess I do not like feeling like I do not want to anger me sick soul, I prefer the sadness irritation, I can not manage this feeling, more as in this case against whom / is I get angry?
only tell you that despite everything, still waiting ... hopefully tomorrow will be DAY!
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